February 9, 2003

John

I remember it like yesterday. I had a boyfriend and you had a girlfriend. However, we decided to be friends. Then one magical day, we both were single. Thus, we decided to date one another. I must take a moment to admit that our relationship was great.

We made mad passionate love two or three times, we talked on the phone all ends of the night, we supported each other in extracurricular activities, and we went to a variety of events together. But just like all good things our relationship had to come to an end. I do not know why it ended maybe it was the distance in our schools, maybe you wanted someone else, or maybe I wanted someone else.

Five long years has passed away and I thought that I had forgotten about you. Until, today when I saw you walking your new girlfriend across campus. This picture made me jealous and angry. I wanted to be that girl, again. I wanted you for my man, again. I wanted to be in your arms, again. Now she has you and I am not mad at her. I am only mad at the fact that I might still love you or want you in my life. But, I must let the past be put behind me. All I want is to let you go.

So now I am going to work on gain strength to continue on and forget about you. One day I will have the man of my dreams and now I know that he is not you. I just needed to let you go and breath out and exhale in. Exhale you out of my life for one last time. Inhale a new future with a bright light ahead in.

S